Maria 22nd February 2008

I still can't get used to the idea that Mamita is no longer with us. I often find myseld thinking of calling her or to buy stuff for her like coffe, oranges which she liked very much or anything else that she might need. I miss Mamita each and every day. No a day goes by that I don't find myself thinking of her. She was the center of our lives and we used to look for her to tell her stories of what happened to us durig a particular day and to share many things with her. Why do we have to loose our dears ones and why do they leave such an emptiness in our lives. I still can't get used to the idea that I would never see her beautiful green eyes, her wrinkle hands her beutiful smile or hear her beutifull voice but until then I will keep visiting this memorial site dedicated to her and look at her pictures. This is all I have right now but I also have my memories of my beautifull Viejita and her beautiful voice is recorded deep inside my head. Whenever I find myself missing her the most I bring out all my Golden Nugets which is her legacy to us. Just like Francis I have so many Golden Nugets and whenever I feel at my worst I take out my Golden Nugets and I feel better. I love you Mamita and I know that you are looking out for me from heaven. I have to go to the Cemetery to bring you the little Virgencita that I brought to glue it to the top of your headstone. I know that you will like this Virgencita and you will be happy that she is guarding your headstone. I know that I will see you one day but until then I will keep on watching this site and writing you stories and looking at your pictures. I love you and may God Bless you always and Thank you for being the wonderful mother that anyonoe could wish for. Love always, your daughter Victoria.