When our time comes and we are at the end of our journey here on earth and we look back at our life, what will we see? Or rather, once we are gone, if we could look upon those that are left behind, how will they react to our passing on? Will there be great sorrow and sadness? This is how it was for you mi querida Mamita. It still is for us a great loss. It's been 17 months since you left us. We still miss you terribly. I still have vivid dreams with you. I look forward to those dreams. Last night I dreamed that you and I were walking down the streets of 3rd avenue where you loved to shop. It was wonderful. I did not want the dream to come to an end. But it did, how sad.......Love you and miss you, Mari....